she thinks i'm losing my patience with her. she says it's killing her that she disappoints me.
i said it kills me that it doesn't disappoint HER enough to do something about it.
i wonder what someone else would do in my place. i wonder what SHE would do in my place. somehow, i think it would be different.
n. told me that i was the most patient person she has ever met. i told her it was just because i'm nice to a fault, sometimes.
i am so interested to find out what is going to happen. in general. where i will be living. if we will ever be together. if l. and i will ever get back to where we once were.
it will all fall into place. it always does.
i drive past the park, just to remember