i'm going on a date this friday. a double date, actually. this could possibly be our "first date". is it becoming real? someone pinch me.
but color me happy, first.
in the meantime, my girl is hurting. bad. stuff about betrayal and inconsiderate actions from good friends. i wish i could take their knee caps out. but we're all supposed to be friends. and i think this is what it will take to make her realize that it's not worth it to pretend anymore.
i just want to protect her and hold her so close. no one deserves this.