damn. it's been a long morning already. got my period. (i should have known. . .crying as i did at Law & Order last night). cleaned up cat puke. missed the bus by inches. stood there as another bus drove right past me, as if i were invisible. was subsequently late for work. especially since i stopped for a doughnut and coffee. what? ok, ok no more doughnuts after this week. maybe.
i am still in a good mood though. usually any one of my morning mishaps could send me into a grumpy work day, but i'm shining through for now. we'll see if that lasts.
it should though, especially since i get to see j tonight! i miss that girl somethin' fierce. we'll go stuff our faces with pizza, just like old times.
a and i may also make our first joint purchase tonight. a TV. cuz hers busted. and i have never owned a TV. but with no TV, there is no tony hawk! and that must be rectified.
there's a lot on the radar. DC this weekend for rugby (housing for me and 3 of my closest teammates provided by the fabulous miss r . . . she's going to go all martha stewart on our asses, i just know it). FL in december. and maybe. just maybe. Vegas after xmas with a.
i think i am getting seasick from all the construction going on outside my building. it feels like the whole thing is just bouncing up and down. ick.
ah well.
i still can't get over how i continue to go to sleep wired and smiling every night. taking in her sleepy smiles and holding her close. she always falls asleep before i do, which is oddly calming to me. i can't imagine anything better than this.