sometimes you just make me smile.
and here i am, grinning my fool head off, a head filled with thoughts of you. your humor, your grace, your toughness. the way your eyes LIGHT up when you smile. the way you talk with your hands, about a mile a minute. and how you go from silly to serious in no time flat. and vice versa. the way you make me HAVE to be at my best when you're around. the way i am frustrated when i am not.
i am also remembering. what it felt like. to hold your hand.